Tuesday, August 31
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P I M P L E OUTBREAK!
Bought Oxy 5 from Watsons today. I cant stand the growing amount of pimples on my face anymore. yucks yucks triple yucks.
Anyway, went back to my beloved Geylang Methodist today with mycool black hair. What can i say? I miss the people, i miss those days. I dislike poly. Im still a kid. Lol.
You know what? I hate warning letters. And i guess i'll receive 2 very soon. Good luck to me. :pouts:
Project deadlines are getting so near and im not done yet. How how how? Sit down and chill man. Ya right. Sorry, im in a state of mental breakdown. Haa.
There are like so many things to do now, but im like doing nothing. Why is that so? Time for self reflection and mediation i guess. Haha.
P I M P L E OUTBREAK!
Bought Oxy 5 from Watsons today. I cant stand the growing amount of pimples on my face anymore. yucks yucks triple yucks.
Anyway, went back to my beloved Geylang Methodist today with my
You know what? I hate warning letters. And i guess i'll receive 2 very soon. Good luck to me. :pouts:
Project deadlines are getting so near and im not done yet. How how how? Sit down and chill man. Ya right. Sorry, im in a state of mental breakdown. Haa.
There are like so many things to do now, but im like doing nothing. Why is that so? Time for self reflection and mediation i guess. Haha.
sealed-with-a-kiss < 11:18:00 pm
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Sunday, August 29
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Alright. So i practically spend the whole of yesterday and da whole of today at home, doing nothing beneficial at all. How does that sound? argh.
Projects are not done, tutorials work are everywhere. I spend like 3 hours trying to find out how and understand what have been thought. Goodness gracious, it was to no avail. I almost suffocated all my brain cells and pulling all my hair out. Had a hard time trying to get things right, but i think i confused myself even more. So, i gave up.
But hold it, i wil try again one day. When im feeling more determined and eager. When the exams come and when im totally stressed out and lagging behind all the others. I will try, again.
Im feeling so much lousier than before. Why am i so stupid? Tag my board when you've a reason for me. Thank you so much.
The Notebook will not be on screen anymore after Tuesday. The timings were all against mine. Conclusion? Im not fated to catch that flick. Gonna buy the vcd like what Meiting suggested. :pouts:
I hope i can get things done asap. Kill all da lazy bugs inside my body and mind now. pls pls pls.
Alright. So i practically spend the whole of yesterday and da whole of today at home, doing nothing beneficial at all. How does that sound? argh.
Projects are not done, tutorials work are everywhere. I spend like 3 hours trying to find out how and understand what have been thought. Goodness gracious, it was to no avail. I almost suffocated all my brain cells and pulling all my hair out. Had a hard time trying to get things right, but i think i confused myself even more. So, i gave up.
But hold it, i wil try again one day. When im feeling more determined and eager. When the exams come and when im totally stressed out and lagging behind all the others. I will try, again.
Im feeling so much lousier than before. Why am i so stupid? Tag my board when you've a reason for me. Thank you so much.
The Notebook will not be on screen anymore after Tuesday. The timings were all against mine. Conclusion? Im not fated to catch that flick. Gonna buy the vcd like what Meiting suggested. :pouts:
I hope i can get things done asap. Kill all da lazy bugs inside my body and mind now. pls pls pls.
sealed-with-a-kiss < 9:21:00 pm
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Saturday, August 28
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I feel like im sucha pig these days. Look at da time. I could have completed half of my project already. And i just woke up..as always on a sunny Saturday. lol.
Yesterday was a damn tiring day, went sch and head to town and then LETSGO. Met many people too. Taiging and friends, Alex the gorilla, Douglas, Joel Yang, the TP people and the GMSS people.
I ate helluva lots again. Im becoming so fat. Eat and sleep, my only forte. Haa.
Gotta go get ready already, out to study and get my projects done! weeeeeee~
I feel like im sucha pig these days. Look at da time. I could have completed half of my project already. And i just woke up..as always on a sunny Saturday. lol.
Yesterday was a damn tiring day, went sch and head to town and then LETSGO. Met many people too. Taiging and friends, Alex the gorilla, Douglas, Joel Yang, the TP people and the GMSS people.
I ate helluva lots again. Im becoming so fat. Eat and sleep, my only forte. Haa.
Gotta go get ready already, out to study and get my projects done! weeeeeee~
sealed-with-a-kiss < 4:05:00 pm
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Thursday, August 26
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Did ya peeps catch Singapore Idol on Channel 5 just now? My verdict was the same as the judges. I have good taste huh. lol
Kinda upset today. Got back all my mid semester test results. Im not satisfied. No no Not at all. 40/50 for Financial Accountings 1, 69/100 for Macroeconomics, 29/50 for Computer System and Applications, 22/40 for Principles of Management. I am damn damn disappointed. Wanna cry out loud now. :sulks:
Im going to study double or maybe triple hard from now on. I hope. I wanna get into local university! I feel so lousy. So so so lousy.
Im a girl who loves to compete and compare. When i think i can do it well, i'll make sure im the best or at least, do better then my friends around me. Especially if i put in extra effort, i'll make sure its flawless and terrific.
I memorised and studied so hard for Macroeconomics paper but still i got only a C. I really cannot accept this kinda result. The highest in my class got a 99! And the highest in the course was 100. FULL MARKS. I feel like killing myself now. really.
Did ya peeps catch Singapore Idol on Channel 5 just now? My verdict was the same as the judges. I have good taste huh. lol
Kinda upset today. Got back all my mid semester test results. Im not satisfied. No no Not at all. 40/50 for Financial Accountings 1, 69/100 for Macroeconomics, 29/50 for Computer System and Applications, 22/40 for Principles of Management. I am damn damn disappointed. Wanna cry out loud now. :sulks:
Im going to study double or maybe triple hard from now on. I hope. I wanna get into local university! I feel so lousy. So so so lousy.
Im a girl who loves to compete and compare. When i think i can do it well, i'll make sure im the best or at least, do better then my friends around me. Especially if i put in extra effort, i'll make sure its flawless and terrific.
I memorised and studied so hard for Macroeconomics paper but still i got only a C. I really cannot accept this kinda result. The highest in my class got a 99! And the highest in the course was 100. FULL MARKS. I feel like killing myself now. really.
sealed-with-a-kiss < 10:39:00 pm
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Tuesday, August 24
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Im in the computer lab now. Guess what? So unlucky can..my matric card just got confiscated by that farking security at the reservior. So irritated. Warning letter is nothing, but im underage. Damnnit. Im so so so angry now. Farktard. :screams:
Im in the computer lab now. Guess what? So unlucky can..my matric card just got confiscated by that farking security at the reservior. So irritated. Warning letter is nothing, but im underage. Damnnit. Im so so so angry now. Farktard. :screams:
sealed-with-a-kiss < 1:09:00 pm
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Sunday, August 22
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Guess what? My hair isbrown/gold BLACK now. And its uber black. Im a pure Asian now. lol.
Meiting spoilt my only flip flop that i usually wear to school. Now im "shoe-less", and i have terrible blisters that bleed non stop, i cant wear my dunks.
How am i going to school tomorrow? Slippers!
So lup sup ah. lol. All thanks to Meiting. ILOVE HATE YOU!
Guess what? My hair is
Meiting spoilt my only flip flop that i usually wear to school. Now im "shoe-less", and i have terrible blisters that bleed non stop, i cant wear my dunks.
How am i going to school tomorrow? Slippers!
So lup sup ah. lol. All thanks to Meiting. I
sealed-with-a-kiss < 9:41:00 pm
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Pictures uploaded! Shift your eyes to the left and click on that pictures link under the Ballerina section. Go Go !
Pictures uploaded! Shift your eyes to the left and click on that pictures link under the Ballerina section. Go Go !
sealed-with-a-kiss < 1:59:00 am
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Saturday, August 21
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Look at da time. Its 4pm! Wow. And i just woke up from that ever so comfy bed. without my sister next to me at least. And im supposed to quickly go get ready and head down to my cousin's place for a bbq gathering. I cant wait to see baby Raymous! I wanna hug him and carry him and play with him like he's my own. lols.
Anyway, presentation was alright yesterday. Lecturer said my visuals were good. But i actually forgot my lines. So i panicked a little.
Head down to town yesterday with Rene, his friend Birdie and another girl after school. Went over to look for their friends first because Eunice hasn't arrived. That's where i saw Marcel and Ian.
Collected my portfolio pictures. Dont really like the casual ones. Will upload em when i have the time. Patience..patience..
Caught The Shepford's Wives yesterday. Aint that great. Am a little boring too. Not really that worth to watch it. Think thrice people.
Im still dying to watch The Notebook. Maybe tomorrow..
Look at da time. Its 4pm! Wow. And i just woke up from that ever so comfy bed. without my sister next to me at least. And im supposed to quickly go get ready and head down to my cousin's place for a bbq gathering. I cant wait to see baby Raymous! I wanna hug him and carry him and play with him like he's my own. lols.
Anyway, presentation was alright yesterday. Lecturer said my visuals were good. But i actually forgot my lines. So i panicked a little.
Head down to town yesterday with Rene, his friend Birdie and another girl after school. Went over to look for their friends first because Eunice hasn't arrived. That's where i saw Marcel and Ian.
Collected my portfolio pictures. Dont really like the casual ones. Will upload em when i have the time. Patience..patience..
Caught The Shepford's Wives yesterday. Aint that great. Am a little boring too. Not really that worth to watch it. Think thrice people.
Im still dying to watch The Notebook. Maybe tomorrow..
sealed-with-a-kiss < 4:15:00 pm
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Thursday, August 19
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Hey! Its 1am. Oh wow..its the 19th! Significant day it is huh? :rolls eye:
Hey! Its 1am. Oh wow..its the 19th! Significant day it is huh? :rolls eye:
Having problems with my presentation on Friday. So nervous even now. I stammer everytime i make a speech. Oh my.. How am i gonna present in a firm and confident way? I cant even seem to memorise my script! Help..
Worst still, i dont even have my briefcase with me. Hopefully Hk will be able to find it for me. Its gonna be so formal. Im gonna be an office lady on Friday! wahahha.
Lotsa assignments on hand..whats new? Dreading it. :pouts:
sealed-with-a-kiss < 1:02:00 am
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Wednesday, August 18
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Blogger seemed to be down with some problems while logging in these days. Therefore, i wasnt able to update my so-boring-cum-unentertaining blog of mine. Hence, today's post may be kinda longwinded. Anyway, its my problem, not yours.
Yesterday night, i wanted to call my dear friend Bape as usual for a chat. Ive been pretty busy with projects and stuffs, didnt talk to him for days. And so, i happily used my home phone and dialled the number without even looking at the number pad.
And so, I heard the ringing sound, but the recipient took quite some time to answer it. I was angry, hence I wanted to play a prank on Bape, trying to be funny as always.
To my disbelieve, a girl answered the phone. I was like shocked for a moment. Thinking, since when babe have a girlfriend and I didnt know. So I remained mute while trying to get back on track. So I apologised that I dialled the number and hung up the phone.
Bewildered, an explanation strucked me. Have I dialed Edmund's number instead? Cos the first 3 numbers were the same. So I double checked Bape's number from my phone list and called again. This time Bape answered within 3 rings.
I asked him if I called him earlier and a girl answered it. He said No. I panicked. Goodness gracious. What kinda mistake I had made. Shameful.
So I continued talking to Bape as usual and stuffs and then! My handphone rang. It was Edmund. When I answered it, it was the girl.
"Hi, are you looking for Edmund?"
"Oh, I wanted to call another friend but I dialed his number by mistake"'
"Okay."
-hung up-
How silly can that be? My gosh.
Okay, that's long huh? Well, its not over yet.
Today, Mediacorps came to school to shoot the first episode of the school belle/beau thingy. They were choosing for the champion pretty babe and handsome dude among the top 2 nominees via the website.
I skipped CSA tutorial as well as Apel. Cos I was late, and I cant be bothered to attend those two lessons.
The guy is not that bad, but still not the extreme cute kind. But the girls.. I think I shall keep my comments away from this. Before I get sued or something and bad-mouthing. But really, I think TP has so much better, cuter, prettier girls.
Reputation level down. That's all I can say. Such a disappointment.
Blogger seemed to be down with some problems while logging in these days. Therefore, i wasnt able to update my so-boring-cum-unentertaining blog of mine. Hence, today's post may be kinda longwinded. Anyway, its my problem, not yours.
Yesterday night, i wanted to call my dear friend Bape as usual for a chat. Ive been pretty busy with projects and stuffs, didnt talk to him for days. And so, i happily used my home phone and dialled the number without even looking at the number pad.
And so, I heard the ringing sound, but the recipient took quite some time to answer it. I was angry, hence I wanted to play a prank on Bape, trying to be funny as always.
To my disbelieve, a girl answered the phone. I was like shocked for a moment. Thinking, since when babe have a girlfriend and I didnt know. So I remained mute while trying to get back on track. So I apologised that I dialled the number and hung up the phone.
Bewildered, an explanation strucked me. Have I dialed Edmund's number instead? Cos the first 3 numbers were the same. So I double checked Bape's number from my phone list and called again. This time Bape answered within 3 rings.
I asked him if I called him earlier and a girl answered it. He said No. I panicked. Goodness gracious. What kinda mistake I had made. Shameful.
So I continued talking to Bape as usual and stuffs and then! My handphone rang. It was Edmund. When I answered it, it was the girl.
"Hi, are you looking for Edmund?"
"Oh, I wanted to call another friend but I dialed his number by mistake"'
"Okay."
-hung up-
How silly can that be? My gosh.
Okay, that's long huh? Well, its not over yet.
Today, Mediacorps came to school to shoot the first episode of the school belle/beau thingy. They were choosing for the champion pretty babe and handsome dude among the top 2 nominees via the website.
I skipped CSA tutorial as well as Apel. Cos I was late, and I cant be bothered to attend those two lessons.
The guy is not that bad, but still not the extreme cute kind. But the girls.. I think I shall keep my comments away from this. Before I get sued or something and bad-mouthing. But really, I think TP has so much better, cuter, prettier girls.
Reputation level down. That's all I can say. Such a disappointment.
sealed-with-a-kiss < 12:18:00 am
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Sunday, August 15
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When u hope to see someone so much, he/she usually doesnt appear. But when u least wanna see him/her, he/she appears just outta the blue, scaring the hell outta you.
Makes sense?
Just like when ure in need of something but no matter how much u find it, it just wouldnt appear. Now im not looking for it, and its right in front of me. That damn file..
Anyway, im just spouting nonsense. Only smart people can understand the kinda stuffs im putting through.
Today's service was good. I liked the sermon very much. I shared it with Lyn when i met her for lunch at Parkway today.
Many projects and assignments to hand up tomorrow. That's it. Holidays are over. :sulks:
You know what? I think im no longer afraid of getting fat and seeing those layers of meat around me. Is that good or bad? Wth..Ive been eating so much, non stop, all day long ! Goodness gracious..So uncalled for.
Is it time for bed? NO. Time to continue my pile of assignments. Feel so dead now. No life..
When u hope to see someone so much, he/she usually doesnt appear. But when u least wanna see him/her, he/she appears just outta the blue, scaring the hell outta you.
Makes sense?
Just like when ure in need of something but no matter how much u find it, it just wouldnt appear. Now im not looking for it, and its right in front of me. That damn file..
Anyway, im just spouting nonsense. Only smart people can understand the kinda stuffs im putting through.
Today's service was good. I liked the sermon very much. I shared it with Lyn when i met her for lunch at Parkway today.
Many projects and assignments to hand up tomorrow. That's it. Holidays are over. :sulks:
You know what? I think im no longer afraid of getting fat and seeing those layers of meat around me. Is that good or bad? Wth..Ive been eating so much, non stop, all day long ! Goodness gracious..So uncalled for.
Is it time for bed? NO. Time to continue my pile of assignments. Feel so dead now. No life..
sealed-with-a-kiss < 10:22:00 pm
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Saturday, August 14
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No kick for me to lie on thatdamn cosy bed now though its 3am in da morning. Have been rotting at home the whole of today. And why? Because its the 3rd last day of my term break and its the 1st day im actually having a break. What da hell..
I read up about facts on side effects of smokers trying to quit that bad habit. -weight increment and larger appetite- Now, is that why i've been eating so much and never able to stop? I rather continue smoking and die then. Damnit.
Lunch today consists of an uber big omelette. 2 eggs + 2 slices of cheese + 4 crab sticks + half a can of mushrooms + a cup of milo.
Dinner today consists of the RICE like omg + stingray+ chicken wing + tofu + vegetables + ice cream + orange.
1 hour after dinner = supper. The ever so yummielicious Danish Butter Cookies + bandung.
Can u imagine? The amount of food im eating per day seems like what i used to eat for 2 days. T E R R I B L E.
Anyway, im feeling very sour now. Shan't rub into it. Just feeling very sour, very unjustified, very biased, very unfair, very.. lost.
Yay. Wasted 10 minutes just to get this entry typed out. Now i shall find other stuffs to waste time on.
Oh anyway, i came across this super cute looking guy in friendster. He is so farking cute that i felt like having a piece of him. And can u imagine? 7 accounts. Too bad this kinda cute guy aint my type. Not cool enough. Haa. As if he would want me. Dream on girl.
No kick for me to lie on that
I read up about facts on side effects of smokers trying to quit that bad habit. -weight increment and larger appetite- Now, is that why i've been eating so much and never able to stop? I rather continue smoking and die then. Damnit.
Lunch today consists of an uber big omelette. 2 eggs + 2 slices of cheese + 4 crab sticks + half a can of mushrooms + a cup of milo.
Dinner today consists of the RICE like omg + stingray+ chicken wing + tofu + vegetables + ice cream + orange.
1 hour after dinner = supper. The ever so yummielicious Danish Butter Cookies + bandung.
Can u imagine? The amount of food im eating per day seems like what i used to eat for 2 days. T E R R I B L E.
Anyway, im feeling very sour now. Shan't rub into it. Just feeling very sour, very unjustified, very biased, very unfair, very.. lost.
Yay. Wasted 10 minutes just to get this entry typed out. Now i shall find other stuffs to waste time on.
Oh anyway, i came across this super cute looking guy in friendster. He is so farking cute that i felt like having a piece of him. And can u imagine? 7 accounts. Too bad this kinda cute guy aint my type. Not cool enough. Haa. As if he would want me. Dream on girl.
sealed-with-a-kiss < 3:07:00 am
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Thursday, August 12
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Early in the morning. Playing the computer alone in the school lab. Eating breakfast alone in the school canteen. OMG. Can u imagine? ALONE.
Look at the time. Its already 9.20am and all my fellow project mates are either sleeping, just woke up or on his way when we're supposed to meet at 9am. I reached punctually on da dot despite that i woke up late. Gggrr.
Just gotta slack around and play around, surf around and look around while waiting for the others to arrive. I am so damn bored can. How i wish im lying on that cosy bed of mine.
Anyway, ive caught Brotherhood yesterday at Tampines Mall with David and Stan. I know i know, that show had started for so long already and its gonna end soon. Im slow im slow. Haa.
It was totally gruesome and gross. I cried, i tried to hide, covering my face with both hands. It was bloody. Great show though. I hate wars. :sulks:
More nice movies coming up. Wanna catch em too! But..sadly..you know you know. :pouts:
Early in the morning. Playing the computer alone in the school lab. Eating breakfast alone in the school canteen. OMG. Can u imagine? ALONE.
Look at the time. Its already 9.20am and all my fellow project mates are either sleeping, just woke up or on his way when we're supposed to meet at 9am. I reached punctually on da dot despite that i woke up late. Gggrr.
Just gotta slack around and play around, surf around and look around while waiting for the others to arrive. I am so damn bored can. How i wish im lying on that cosy bed of mine.
Anyway, ive caught Brotherhood yesterday at Tampines Mall with David and Stan. I know i know, that show had started for so long already and its gonna end soon. Im slow im slow. Haa.
It was totally gruesome and gross. I cried, i tried to hide, covering my face with both hands. It was bloody. Great show though. I hate wars. :sulks:
More nice movies coming up. Wanna catch em too! But..sadly..you know you know. :pouts:
sealed-with-a-kiss < 9:23:00 am
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Tuesday, August 10
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Happy belated 39th birthday Singapore. You've done us proud.
Fireworks were splendid. Especially with a large company of the katong kids. All the woaahhs and wooos. Felt just like a big family. But not anymore. No longer a part of em.
Caught a glimpse of him at the very last minute when we're heading back to Juan's house after the magnificient sight. Undefined emotions with a little shyness. No longer the same as before.
Ate a hell lot again today. Swensen's having a promotion! Topless 5 ice cream at only $1.39. What are ya waiting for? Get one today!
Ordered MacDonalds at Juan's house. Had to wait 1 and a half hour for the food. When it arrived, we gobbled everything in just like 10mins. One meal each and 40 pieces of nuggets. Guess what? The fries were missing! Hilarious suggestions and ideas brought up. 8 crazy red people walked to Kallang MacDonalds and made our complain. In return, they got us back the 8 packet of fries and 2 large cokes as compensation. Not satisfied though.
Had lots of stupid pictures taken with Ting and Juan. Will upload em when Wally send them to me. Patience is a virtue. Happy waiting peeps. :cheekysmile:
While Wayne was driving me home in a jaguar. This mercedes wanna have some fun and play around. While zooming past, one looked and it was Marcus and Tank in the car. Like wtf? Haha. Both of us were stunned. No race to play heh. Irritating!
So now im home safely while the others were out in the LETS GO outing. I always miss out da fun. :pouts:
What's new? That's life..
Happy belated 39th birthday Singapore. You've done us proud.
Fireworks were splendid. Especially with a large company of the katong kids. All the woaahhs and wooos. Felt just like a big family. But not anymore. No longer a part of em.
Caught a glimpse of him at the very last minute when we're heading back to Juan's house after the magnificient sight. Undefined emotions with a little shyness. No longer the same as before.
Ate a hell lot again today. Swensen's having a promotion! Topless 5 ice cream at only $1.39. What are ya waiting for? Get one today!
Ordered MacDonalds at Juan's house. Had to wait 1 and a half hour for the food. When it arrived, we gobbled everything in just like 10mins. One meal each and 40 pieces of nuggets. Guess what? The fries were missing! Hilarious suggestions and ideas brought up. 8 crazy red people walked to Kallang MacDonalds and made our complain. In return, they got us back the 8 packet of fries and 2 large cokes as compensation. Not satisfied though.
Had lots of stupid pictures taken with Ting and Juan. Will upload em when Wally send them to me. Patience is a virtue. Happy waiting peeps. :cheekysmile:
While Wayne was driving me home in a jaguar. This mercedes wanna have some fun and play around. While zooming past, one looked and it was Marcus and Tank in the car. Like wtf? Haha. Both of us were stunned. No race to play heh. Irritating!
So now im home safely while the others were out in the LETS GO outing. I always miss out da fun. :pouts:
What's new? That's life..
sealed-with-a-kiss < 3:12:00 am
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Sunday, August 8
sealed-with-a-kiss < 6:00:00 pm
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sealed-with-a-kiss < 5:59:00 pm
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sealed-with-a-kiss < 5:59:00 pm
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My one week holidays offically started. Doesnt feels like one though. Have to rush through a project. Sigh.
So..mid semester tests are over, but im not happy about it. The outcome gonna make me cry i swear. :sulks:
Went back to Geylang Methodist on Friday morning. Main purpose to collect my Olevel cert and at the same time visit the teachers and enjoying National Day celebration. Quite a disappoinment. Not much graduates went back, celebration was so-so too. Not enthusiastic enough like the previous year. Maybe because we're all gone. =X
Aftermath, headed to Meiting's place and had lunch there. Slacked around, ate pizza and then went home.
Yesterday, Lyn Ting and I hit Ikea. But it was boring and packed. I ate a hell lot. 2 You Tiao before leaving, McSpicy Double Meal and then pinched their potatoes, ate fruits dip in chocolate with Ting at Coffee Club in town. Went to Ting's house and ate bread and curry. I feel so fat and sinful. :pouts:
Anyway, ive updated my profile over at the left and added in a picture section. Click the link to view ME. Haa.
My one week holidays offically started. Doesnt feels like one though. Have to rush through a project. Sigh.
So..mid semester tests are over, but im not happy about it. The outcome gonna make me cry i swear. :sulks:
Went back to Geylang Methodist on Friday morning. Main purpose to collect my Olevel cert and at the same time visit the teachers and enjoying National Day celebration. Quite a disappoinment. Not much graduates went back, celebration was so-so too. Not enthusiastic enough like the previous year. Maybe because we're all gone. =X
Aftermath, headed to Meiting's place and had lunch there. Slacked around, ate pizza and then went home.
Yesterday, Lyn Ting and I hit Ikea. But it was boring and packed. I ate a hell lot. 2 You Tiao before leaving, McSpicy Double Meal and then pinched their potatoes, ate fruits dip in chocolate with Ting at Coffee Club in town. Went to Ting's house and ate bread and curry. I feel so fat and sinful. :pouts:
Anyway, ive updated my profile over at the left and added in a picture section. Click the link to view ME. Haa.
sealed-with-a-kiss < 5:46:00 pm
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Thursday, August 5
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And so, i screw up today's paper once again. One word. BAD. What's the world coming to? I did study alright, but i screw it up cos i had a mind block and i mix up the concepts and i answered the questions with the wrong answers and so i screwed it all up! Failing a subject in Secondary school is nothing to me, but failing a subject in Poly gives me the scares. O God, how can i live without you? I want to know..
3 down, 1 to go. Last paper on Sat. I better not screw it this time round. I'll never forgive myself. But i guess i still will if i really do, i love myself. How can i bear to hate myself for good? Hmms..
Midnight snacks and durians make one fat. Beware. Thats a positive economic statement because it is factual. One good example - ME.
And so, i screw up today's paper once again. One word. BAD. What's the world coming to? I did study alright, but i screw it up cos i had a mind block and i mix up the concepts and i answered the questions with the wrong answers and so i screwed it all up! Failing a subject in Secondary school is nothing to me, but failing a subject in Poly gives me the scares. O God, how can i live without you? I want to know..
3 down, 1 to go. Last paper on Sat. I better not screw it this time round. I'll never forgive myself. But i guess i still will if i really do, i love myself. How can i bear to hate myself for good? Hmms..
Midnight snacks and durians make one fat. Beware. Thats a positive economic statement because it is factual. One good example - ME.
sealed-with-a-kiss < 10:34:00 pm
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Good morning !
They say, Early Bird Catches The Worm.
Where is my breakfast?! :stares:
I wanna eat MacDonalds. MacDonalds MacDonalds!
Sudden craving for MacDonalds.
Where is my MacDonalds? :bangs table:
Im loving it~
Good morning !
They say, Early Bird Catches The Worm.
Where is my breakfast?! :stares:
I wanna eat MacDonalds. MacDonalds MacDonalds!
Sudden craving for MacDonalds.
Where is my MacDonalds? :bangs table:
Im loving it~
sealed-with-a-kiss < 7:17:00 am
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Wednesday, August 4
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Im not tired enough to get to sleep. Neither am i in the mood to study. Nothing gets in. I'll only be wasting time and effort. And again, its 12.40am and i ought to be sleeping, or there wouldnt be sufficient hours for this lazy pig to rest well.
Officially declared that im going to give up on CSA. Yet again, i dont feel at ease. I dont like it. To sleep without completing what i ought to. Tell me how i can fall asleep soundly? I cant. Im contradicting myself lahh. Irritating subject, waste of my time. I dont need em in the future anyway. Stupid. :screams:
Im so afraid i'll hand up a piece of white sheet tomorrow. High possibility okay. Bad huh. :sigh:
Its only a term test, no worries my darling. It wouldnt affect much. :consoles myself:
NO! Every piece of assignments or tests are as important because the percentage of getting into the local university is so damn farking high. You cannot afford to score badly in anything! :scolds myself:
Conversation between the angel and devil living inside me. Haa. Im going crazy. Crazeh babeh!
This someone has been ignoring me these days. Not as in ignore, but we're not chatting like how we used to. Usually, that someone stops replying me after exchanging a few sentences. Sometimes, that someone doesnt even reply. Something's amiss. I feel so weird. We hardly talk as much now. Dont like the way it is. :pouts:
Im not tired enough to get to sleep. Neither am i in the mood to study. Nothing gets in. I'll only be wasting time and effort. And again, its 12.40am and i ought to be sleeping, or there wouldnt be sufficient hours for this lazy pig to rest well.
Officially declared that im going to give up on CSA. Yet again, i dont feel at ease. I dont like it. To sleep without completing what i ought to. Tell me how i can fall asleep soundly? I cant. Im contradicting myself lahh. Irritating subject, waste of my time. I dont need em in the future anyway. Stupid. :screams:
Im so afraid i'll hand up a piece of white sheet tomorrow. High possibility okay. Bad huh. :sigh:
Its only a term test, no worries my darling. It wouldnt affect much. :consoles myself:
NO! Every piece of assignments or tests are as important because the percentage of getting into the local university is so damn farking high. You cannot afford to score badly in anything! :scolds myself:
Conversation between the angel and devil living inside me. Haa. Im going crazy. Crazeh babeh!
This someone has been ignoring me these days. Not as in ignore, but we're not chatting like how we used to. Usually, that someone stops replying me after exchanging a few sentences. Sometimes, that someone doesnt even reply. Something's amiss. I feel so weird. We hardly talk as much now. Dont like the way it is. :pouts:
sealed-with-a-kiss < 12:41:00 am
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Tuesday, August 3
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3rd day of the month. Happy 4th month my love.. Not gonna message u this time round, cos there isnt any point. Am just living in my own world. Self deceiving leads to nothing. I miss you..so much..it never faded..not at all. Good day people.
3rd day of the month. Happy 4th month my love.. Not gonna message u this time round, cos there isnt any point. Am just living in my own world. Self deceiving leads to nothing. I miss you..so much..it never faded..not at all. Good day people.
sealed-with-a-kiss < 1:40:00 pm
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Sunday, August 1
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Feeling a little lost now. Add in a little confusion. Tomorrow my term tests officially begins, but hey, i cant seem to find anything to do now. Weird heh? Well, ive read my notes over and over again, without knowing if they went really into my brain. Now im a little bored of reading em, hence i concluded that ive finished studying for the paper tomorrow. But its questionable, because to me there aint such thing as "finish studying". Now you see why im feeling a little lost and confused? Craps.. :twist lips: I seem to be able to comprehend what i have to know, but yet when i try to do the questions, there's just this big ? in my mind and i cant seem to get the answer. So what does that mean? :pouts:
My first test ever in polytechnic. So excited xia. [am trying to sound a little sacarstic over here] Talking about being sacarstic, i need someone to teach me how to be even more sacarstic to deal with some bad people. Bad bad people..
Feeling a little lost now. Add in a little confusion. Tomorrow my term tests officially begins, but hey, i cant seem to find anything to do now. Weird heh? Well, ive read my notes over and over again, without knowing if they went really into my brain. Now im a little bored of reading em, hence i concluded that ive finished studying for the paper tomorrow. But its questionable, because to me there aint such thing as "finish studying". Now you see why im feeling a little lost and confused? Craps.. :twist lips: I seem to be able to comprehend what i have to know, but yet when i try to do the questions, there's just this big ? in my mind and i cant seem to get the answer. So what does that mean? :pouts:
My first test ever in polytechnic. So excited xia. [am trying to sound a little sacarstic over here] Talking about being sacarstic, i need someone to teach me how to be even more sacarstic to deal with some bad people. Bad bad people..
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